No thanks gal

I've been a "No,thanks Girl" for more than 7-ish years I guess.
Ok, that's why I'm weird n odd.






The truth is that every time I say "Yes", I always feel insecure.
Till now I still don't get it; 
so I start getting used to turn things down.


No idea why these would happen to me, 
just hope someone can get me thru this mental problem.





Clementine: Am I ugly?
Joel: Uh-uh.
Clementine: When I was a kid, I thought I was. I can't believe I'm crying already. 
                      Sometimes I think people don't understand how lonely it is to be a kid, like you
                      don't matter. So, I'm eight, and I have these toys, these dolls. My favorite is this 
                      ugly girl doll who I call Clementine, and I keep yelling at her, 
                      "You can't be ugly! Be pretty!" It's weird, like if I can transform her, 
                      I would magically change, too.
Joel: You're pretty... you're pretty... pretty...







I was ugly , like a big fatty who doesn't deserve ppl's attentions.

I knew why it happened so I know how ppl judge each other nowadays.

Everybody's gotta learn sometime,
damn true.